终于有kik写了，好久没开这边了，差点就忘了账号=.=
读了这科两年，读到要生要死，读了一个diploma出来，
之前还不想再继续，
原因，我没了scholar,
原因，成绩不达标准，
说真的，我哭了，
感觉人生真的很挫折，
挫折之后，我很仔细地想了想，
我凭什么哭？
diploma时，
三天打鱼两天晒网，
上课不听，功课不做，就算做assignment也是半天吊，
lab practical每次都依赖人，
我好像寄生虫，
没有fail过还真的该庆幸，=.=

看着学费单，我真的醒了，
因为我的不努力，我让老爸老妈花一大笔钱，
虽然他们说没关系，我知道的，他们还是失望了，
干！我好不爽我自己，不爽自己让他们操心，
说真的，spm算什么懒, 你上了大学或大专，你不努力，连屁都不是，
上了advanced，好在一开始都是在复习diploma学的东西，
所以我知道自己的basic干林的弱，
所以我干林的辛苦，
我要把basic全部搞好，
我现在不敢说我勤劳啦努力啦，
我只是做我该做的事，
因为我说过我要比别人强啊！！！

traffic jam

since i almost stuck in the traffic jam everyday,
i am so lucky that i am not the one who is driving XD
so normally, what i do is, observe what other people is doing,
sounds creepy right? like a stalker=P
but it is very interesting,

first, i siam zha bo, yes, like guys stalk girls,
if i siam dou a really pretty girl, i will ask my bf to siam together,

and then we will discuss about the girl ...
and then i realized that pretty girls don't normally appear in traffic jams=.=

Besides that,I also saw people who plays with their hand phone while they are driving,
(hell=.=,please be careful, i understand it is boring in the jam,
but dun play har play har and go bang people's ass,den i will say good job(Y))

and smoking while driving,

sometimes, if I'm lucky, i will also see some very geng things=.=,

have you ever seen drivers who are half asleep and half driving?
i did=.=,
i notice the driver closing his eyes,opening his mouth ever so slightly,indicating the sign of falling asleep,the amazing things is,when the car in front starts to move, his eyes pops back open and his car moves ( just like magic ), and when the car in front stops, he goes back to his beauty sleep(Y),great=.=

i also saw a mum, putting her baby between herself and the steering,
while driving,the funny thing is, there was actually another woman beside her who could help her to hold the baby。（ Or was it something else that other people couldn't see >o< )

Still, the most chio thing that i saw was a mini lorry driver watching movie on the galaxy tab ,i was just so speechless=.=|||

There were also other more...gross..scenes like this.
gorek hidung!!,gosh t=.=t
and this is what my bf do when he drives, ta daaa~

look at him digging his nose so innocently,
i think he is cute when he do that XD
fortunately, there was a pack of wet tissue in his car,
abuthen i will kill him,dirty bug.

lastly,
i saw couple hug lai hug qu,kiss lai kiss qu,
it is normal(i said it normal because i do that sometimesXD)

Thats all from me, going to watch running man now =D
adios~~~

女人，

你是玫瑰，

带着刺的玫瑰，

你美丽，

你吸引无数人，

无数人对你的倾心诉说，

但，

你也屡次的，

屡次把接近你的人，

刺得伤痕累累，

你沉溺伤害人的快乐，

可曾想过，

美丽的花，

始终，

也会有枯萎的一天，

你也会招人唾弃，

被人踩在脚下，

如幸运被人拾起，

也只有被摆在一边当干花的命，

一辈子也只能被人漠视着，

最后，

还是被唾弃，

女人，

何苦为难女人，

女人，

我由衷地不希望你是玫瑰，

我希望你能活得像个人。

internship

my internship had already started,
on the first day, i was so excited because i am gonna experience something new,
but,
everything was out of my expectation,=(
first, i have been informed to be there at 8.30am,
i went there 20 minutes early,
but the office actually open at 9am,
and six of us(coursemates),
sat there and did nothing but just sat there,
looked at the people who came in and out,
everyone just ignored us,
after 1 hour plus,
we were finally briefed by someone,
me and my boy were sent to Subang Hi-tech industrial park,
which took almost 3 hours each of the weekday to and back from there,T^T
and not to forget my job,
O.S.S (Operational Support System),
which was quite easy as we just sat there and controled the system with the computer,
and this is the most relaxing job compared to the others,
which two of them were sent to jb, the others stay at the company but need to drive around Klang Valley,
but,
my buttock still have to stick on the seat for another 9 hours in the office.T^T
in conclusion, i almost sat for 12 hours a day. my buttockT^T
and my job was nothing related to my course, it is all about telecommunication,gosh~~T^T
and now i miss my collegeT^T

Happy New Year everyone=D
new life for 2012=D

i am turning twenty,*20*!!
kinda freak me out=.=
but nevermind,
i think i am still bok bok chui like an apple XD

in this going-to-the-end-of-the-world year=.=
i am going to do a lot of things,

i will have my internship start after CNY,
i swear i will not skip the work like i've skipped the classes in college=.=,
i wish my boss and collegues treat me nicely,likeabossLOL,
i wish i dunid to climb up to those high rise buildings,

iwishmybosswillincreasemyallowancealthoughitisimpossibleXD,

(everyone have this kind of thought for my job,
like,爬高高装电线，
but i am ELECTRONIC student!!not electrical!!
some will go to the high rise buildings to fix the circuit though,
scaryyyy~~~)

i will have my sexy body come back to me before CNY，
at least look nice in my new year clothes,
i will train my waist and make the 腰窝 appear in this year(i swear!),
make my butt 又翘又圆，XD

i will save more in this year,
at least every month i will save 30% of allowance from my mom=.=
i will train my will power,
to control my desire for sinful-delicious-cant-stop-my-saliva-to-drop foods,
to not procrastinate for my works,
to not buy anything useless and cause a hole in my pocket,
to not sleep late everyday(except this two weeks,examXD)
to not care those RETARD who trying to ruin my happy life,

i wish i can celebrate every christmas's eve with my boy(the day of our anniversary=)),
i wish we can get more sweet and sweet until the day we die=)
what i wish the most is my parents can always stay safe ,healthly, and happily=)
they are my precious things,erm,precious humanXD in my life=)

i wish my friend can get into the university they want,
get a bf or gf and brighten their lifeXD
everyone mature like a woman and pretty like a girl=D

still alot more in my wish list,
but it is not that important than my love one=)
really hope everyone beside me have their good life in this new year=)

going ciao to study,
will continue after my exam=)